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All of My Almost

by Swellshark

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Why wasn’t it simple Girl you left a hole in my heart like a dimple I could never question your love what an insult I would never question your love with an insult I don’t know what you’ve been up to And when I try to ask you want an apology I don’t know what you’ve been up to And when I try to ask you want an apology Why wasn’t it simple Girl you left a hole in my heart like a dimple I could never question your love what an insult I would never question your love with an insult I don’t know what you’ve been up to And I when I tried to ask you wanted an a-
2.
Orange juice and magazines The radio was our favorite thing We waited every day for lunch to come We sat by side and said that we would make the best of things Make the best of things We don't sing in the zoo Said from me to you And it became it a mantra We don't sing in the zoo We don't sing in the zoo We did it all Because we chose to Me and you
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Forces awaken Lies, hyphens 1, 2, 3 Say it with me now: Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Get out of my head If you figure it out And let me know I don't like how you showed your face to me It makes me feel like there's something That's right behind me Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head It's right behind me- Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Get out of my head Out of my head Out of my head out of my head Out of my head Out of my head Get out of my head If you-
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They all say "Doesn't even know it" And I didn't have faith That's when I'm in trouble And I feel this this way Feel as you know But I don't say, "didn't even know her" and a 50 cents on my head That's when I didn't have sense That's right, I didn't even know it and a Half-pint, tapped in the shoulder and I Picked up my head That's right, my head That's on my head That's all my head Half-pint Didn't even show it
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Hold up operator Is it too late to connect I got shawty back at home and I need to call collect You see I moved into the city And I made a big mess Now I'm living at the station Can't afford a ticket, Back home But my baby stay by my side Even tho I'm a wild one I move around cause I hate to sit still But she always lets me come back home When I'm down When I'm out when I'm lonely When I'm down when I'm out when I'm lonely When I need a warm heart to console me When I'm down when I'm out when I'm down when I'm out
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Down down down, down down we go and a Down downtown, downtown we go and a Down down down Before the doors close Down down down, down down we go Down down down, down down we go and a Down downtown, downtown we go and a Down down down Before the doors close Down down down, down down we go Jackson, Grand, Lake, and Monroe Harrison, Roosevelt, Chicago, Garfield, Wilson, Belmont, Fullerton, Thorndale, Bryn Mawr, Clark & Division, Berwyn, Argyle, Morse and Sheridan, Jarvis, Howard, North & Clybourn, Granville, Lawrence and Dan Ryan, 95th, 87th, 79th, 69th, 63rd, 47th, 35th, Chinatown Down down down, down down we go and a Down downtown, downtown we go and a Down down down Before the doors close Down down down, down down we go Down down we go Down down we go Down down we go Downtown we go Downtown we go Downtown we go
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Well it's 10:53 Won't you look at me before I have to take the train out of town I didn't want it to be this way But you left it all around How many guitars equal a father, How many goodbyes equal a mother? That's what I wanted but I never even got enough And I sit in the spot where I burned to the ground Had my heart on the sound of the mix Did you hear this new mix? But it burned to the ground And I saw the flower where I collapsed on the ground It was purple I don't know if that's important But it seemed like it was important at the time And that's why I sit by the side But I can't get high 'Cause last time, I got too high and touched the sky I don't eat pasta anymore Can't tell you why Makes me feel sad and bloated Like I could cry There's things that I don't say but I want to There's people I could've been but I forgot to That's what I thought But I could never do that to you again Do that to you my friend And I could've been a better friend And I could've been a better beginning, beginning to end And why do I care what it looks like As long as it's forward and not backwards and not back in the backwards Of the back of the front of the back of the backwards place As long as I'm not charging crystals and drawing shit on my face I call that progress And I remember the time When I sat in armchair all day Because I thought I could travel through time And everybody who passed on the sidewalk was a relative of mine And I was looking back from the future Looking at these grandchildren of mine Me and my dog Me and my dog Waiting for the world to end, end Me and this time Me and this wine That I should not be having
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Tiptoe 03:17
I was on the road Didn't have to go That's what they told me before And you were my friend I saw you running Running from the store Did I have to be the one you had to choose? But that's ok I will remember this time we had And I will be better for it Better for it
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Here we are again The show's about to start You've seen it all before And that's the hardest part Here we are again The show's about to start You've seen it all before And that's the hardest Hardest part
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I know what it is I've seen it before I don't ever quit I don't shut the door I don't need to know What I need to see I just have to feel I just have to believe Believe If you call it quits If you call it quits on me I will make you bleed I didn't come around to mess about I needed a reprieve I needed to believe I needed to believe And when the lights go down When it all goes dark Will you still be standing next to me? When it’s dark outside Is when I feel alive I see the hurt in your eyes Lets make it different this time It’s up to you to decide Are you willing to try Let’s commit suicide Now you feeling surprised You know this feeling is right When I’m with you it’s alright I think it’s all in my mind & you were so hard to find And now I’m feeling alive Like opt in his prime No need to transform Her She got it all and hurts She got it all plus the worth I think my heart needs a nurse I put my love in a verse I put my love in the dirt I think it must be the percs Can’t get my feelings to work I want my exes to hurt She wants a change to occur
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crumble 02:12
So I am here now And I can't look I live in fear now I can't read the book And the weight of it all Flying, flying in focus Makes it revolve Makes you a promise I will get better I will stand tall I will work harder I'll move past it all I will be fast I will be free You'll look at me, you'll see what you see And the weight of it all Flying, flying in focus Makes it revolve Makes you a promise: I will get better
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"Come with me Titi, I want a snack. Come with me." "Yes, I'm fine! A snack? Wow, you're using me. I have nuts." "Oh I'm always down for nuts. Are they salted?" "No, but you can add salt, bitch." If I was wrong, then tell me again If I was wrong, you wouldn't be my friend You don't even know what you did on that day You don't even know what And I say what I meant And I do And I do And I do I don't even think about it anymore but you keep You keep on going You Keep On Going If I was wrong, you say it to my face If I was worthless, then show me who has my place And I'll tell you if they deserve it You fuckin' bitch
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Daughter 02:20
There was a day that I was your daughter There was a day that I had a father This isn't my winning year, This isn't my lucky number I've shed my final tear and I won't shed another 'Cause there was a day that I had a father There was a day that I was your daughter but- This's not my winning year, It's not my lucky number I've shed my final tear and I won't shed another And it's just me, my mom, my sister, and our dog I am out of Out of options No more surprises Oh 'cause it's not my lucky year, It's not my winning number I've shed my final tear and I won't shed another Not anymore
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Memory Folds 04:14
Fine tuned like wound Oh the light, it gets me It gets me Harsh angles to swoon With the rind, the grapefruit pith I love the burnt cocoa smells Seeping through my streets Coaxing me to breathe deep When words give you chills the world stands a little more still I can see in in a freeze frame Far from bus stops and blame We are all the same We are all the same Oh I don't know if i belong in Chicago But I know it resides in my bones In my bones in my bones in my bones My memory folds My memory folds My memory folds Memory folds My memory folds in on itself On itself Oh my my memory folds Memory folds My memory folds in on itself On itself Like an Ikea shelf 'Cause i'm fine-tuned like a wound Oh the light It gets me The burnt cocoa smells seeping through my streets They get me Oh they get me Oh that grapefruit rind, that kinda light It gets me Oh it gets it me The people on my street, people that i meet, they get me Oh they get me It resides in my bones In my bones It resides in my bones In my bones In my bones It resides in my bones In my bones In my bones It resides in my bones In my bones In my bones It resides in my bones In my bones In my bones It resides in my bones In my bones In my bones It resides in my bones In my bones In my bones It resides in my It resides in my It resides in my
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Well, Stop. 01:17
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Red light on trick gum and fake ears You were with me til you disappeared Vintage cereal in fresh milk Puerto Rican blankets with the holes so we don’t wilt In the fire pit Breadfruit, treasure hunts Lost in the thick of it Foliage and red clay abound Can't see but for the jungle's sound A curtain right in front of me Of fresh rain, deep black, and the lone coqui  Painted driftwood and bargain mahi-mahi Beyond old Mocha's pull The scruffy dogs say they know you well And showering outside all by yourself Counting love bugs as we fell asleep A salty Rottweiler on the beach And under the eaves Of the restaurant we are catching cucumbers in the sea Hacking at the coffee leaves Exploring as we pleased Our rope bracelets with tiny Mary beads We needed nothing And that's all that you need Listening to the rain in the trees Riding slippers in from the best dream Beyond old Mocha's pull The scruffy dogs say they know you well And showering outside all by yourself Counting love bugs as we fell asleep A salty Rottweiler on the beach And under the eaves of the restaurant  We are catching cucumbers in the sea Hacking at the coffee leaves Exploring as we pleased Our rope bracelets with tiny Mary beads My dreams consist of you I don’t know what I’m gonna do If you pressure me about the truth I don't know which lie I’m running to We so far away in the same room If we talking phases girl I want the honey moon But I’m in solitude So let’s rendezvous I want the best for you Only the best for you It’s not me yea it’s cool It’s not me yea it’s true All we have is one short life time I just want you to be my lifeline
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In my house there is a question A question of chance In my house there is no answer to this question And in my life I fall So many times And you You have have my choice I didn't know That I That I was made Made for Made for Made for nothing

about

Our new project is called All of My Almost and is a collection of songs we wrote and recorded over the past 5 years that we never released. Some began as phone notes and simple demo ideas, while others are more heavily produced tracks. It’s a sonic collage of life experiences, different physical places in which the songs were created, and experiments in recording equipment and style. It is both a slow culmination of our musical ideas yet to be shared, and an expedient, vulnerable sketch of who we are and who we used to be.

Some tracks came together in one night, with freestyled lyrics captured via a phone or single microphone. Others were layered up gradually, with instruments, voices, and concepts carefully built up over many years. This interplay of vibrant, spontaneous expressions from the present and carefully considered and refined music from our past defines the sound of AMA, and magically links their commonalities and ultimately shared narrative.

We had fun experimenting with this one and brought on talented musical collaborators such as Anni Rossi, Sug Daniels, and Hollywoodroze, as well as mixing engineers D.K. Kelly, T.R.3, and Eli Feuerstein. Aside from these contributions (sent to us via the magic of the internet), the entirety of the project was assembled and recorded by us at home in Atlanta, GA during the pandemic.

credits

released October 1, 2021

Shélan O’Keefe- vocals, lyrics, pump organ, violin, bass, “seagull” dulcimer, electric & acoustic ukulele, acoustic guitar, acoustic percussion, digital synths, analog synthesizer, mixing & production

Henry Kellam- drums, bass, piano, acoustic percussion, digital synthesizers, acoustic & electric guitar, midi instruments, beats, mixing & production

HollywoodRoze- vocals/lyrics (I’ve Been Thinking, Groove, PeeWee)

Anni Rossi- vocals/lyrics (pEoPle bEaUtY)

Sug Daniels- vocals/lyrics (When I’m Down)

Telo Hoy- vibraphone (pEoPle bEaUtY)

A Real Grownup/Jordan Harrell- ukulele, guest production (pEoPle bEaUtY)

D.K. Kelly/Sound Resort Studios- mixing (Wolves, When I’m Down, PeeWee)

T.R.3- mixing (I Thought You Were Dead)

Eli Feuerstein- mixing, recording engineer, electric guitar (Train Downtown)

Jaron Su/PH6.6- cover artwork/design

Brandi Gant- artist photo, single cover photos

-Recorded in Studio One & Mastered with LANDR in Atlanta, GA-

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An electric ukulele-shredding, beatbox-looping, and occasionally harmonica-wielding band, formed by Henry Kellam + Shélan O'Keefe.

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